I'm living for the love that saved my soul

FOP

2008-08-04T03:42:00.000-07:00

i'm back frm thailand but i not gonna blog abt it yet.. cos it's festival of praise.
went for two nights, the first n the last. the last night we manage to get the seat nearer to the stage. and i realise i hv mistaken the lady lead singer as brookes fraser. the lady lead singer wasn't Brookes Fraser, but has the feel. lol. the first night i was far from the stage and i thou it's brooke fraser. the way she sing n lead feel so much like brooke fraser.

FOP 2008 was great. finally hillsongs is bck for fop. they hv a opening video like hillsong conference. it's really set the tone.

Parachute had people worshipping at times but unfamiliar songs took people out of it for a while but the heart was there.

2008-06-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

meet up with kevin for lunch yesterday as daryl was not avail. share with him wad happen recently, got some advice from him. at last i was less stress up thou problem still not yet solve.

meet daryl in town to huant for my bag but still cant find a suitable one. den meet alexis for dinner break.

i'm planning to get a own car. lol

2008-06-03T19:03:00.000-07:00

haven ben blogging for sometime. reason too many things happen, afraid to blog,
ever since i shifted out, i miss my mum so much. never in my life i experience it and i nv thou i wld ever feel this way. decided to went hme yesterday to visit her n take some stuff as well as giving. when talking to her and when she help me to pack my stuff, i feel like crying till i cannot control it, i went to the toilet and cry cos i dont wanna let my mum see. it's have been a long time since my last cried.
my niece was sleeping, i miss her too. i miss this hse which i once hated. i hated myself for not treasuring it. soon my niece wake up, when she call me i feel like crying already so i told my mum i'm leaving. i hold back my tears till i step out of the house.
gg into adulthood is so painfull. i miss those stuff that i once hated. my schooling life, my ns life etc. i seek for other stuff and found out all these are not impt. if only time could go back but sad to say once lost is forever lost. time can nv go back.
God i thank you for letting so many things happen that remind me that i'm living for the love that save my soul. God always pull me back when i'm drifted or distracted by other stuff. i always wonder why God have to be so strict on me. sometime it's killing me, buti believe it's for my good.
now i seek for a simple yet blessed life.

i'm back

2008-03-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

i'm back after a busy week. so many things happen but i 'm lazy to blog.

anyway i wanted to sit the singapore flyers badly.

prison break

2008-03-05T03:47:00.000-08:00

well , it's must be an international joke now that there is a run away terrorist in singapore.

How could it be possible to happen in such a develop country.

its must be an insider job i supposed. how could he possible to be missing for so long. someone must hv released him and plan his route for him to escape and hide.

meet the spartans

2008-02-28T20:42:00.000-08:00

it's the lousiest show i have watch this year. ppl donte waste ur money. was dining at jas's hse b4 the show. after the dinner, ryuk volunter to clear up the table while we help up in other chores.
as we were rushing of time, we finishing up every asap and leave the house. Just when we are about to leave, kelly realise that her hp is missing. we find all over the house but not able to find it. there was this ringing frm the rubbish bin.

Our Ryuk actually throw away the phone when clearing the table. Thank God jas's house rubbish chut is close for two days. or else......

做事情要用心的去做，就不会出现这种错误

by your name

2008-02-20T00:20:00.000-08:00

ppl listen to by your name

2008-02-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

as usual took cab to church this morning, joyce called and ask wanna take cab together. i was not ready yet so i ask her to baord the cab 5 mins later. she call me one min later saying she is on the cab already.
as a result i was in the rush so i did not rinse my contact lens well b4 putting it on. thou the discomfort will go off soon but end up feeling uncomfortable the whole day.

ya was taking cab, but meet an unreasonable driver.
i wanted to pay by nets, but he insisted cash payment only, and say the nets is not working. i ask him to give it a try but he inisisted it;s not working and blame me for not informing him that i wanna pay by nets. he drove me to the nearest atm den. end up i was very late for music prac.

that is not all, was hungry when on the way home just now. decided to take bus instead despite longer duration so that i can take away some food to eat on the bus.

The bus driver stare very hard at me on the mirror when i'm munching my zinger i pretend not to look at it. after that he turn back and ask me to stop.

wad a bad day...

ah la la la long a la la la long ah la la la long long long long

2008-02-12T22:28:00.001-08:00

NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
debraaa
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
hi borah
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i am sorry did not go online
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
ya i waited and wiated
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
haiz
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
not feeling well, was resting last night
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i am soo sorry debraaa
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i see
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
how u feeling nw?
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i will buy you roti prata
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
still sick, will take medicine later
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i wamt cheese prata
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
i never ate it before

NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
hahahha
NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
and i still dont know where is the mr prata you are talking about
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
haha
jon - NﾔoｿﾜｵﾄAﾜｽｵ｢ says:
will bring u go one day

ppl donte be surprise if u noe a singaporean that dunno where is mr prata...

Happy CNY

2008-02-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

CNY have been fun this year. manage to catch 2 movies Ah long Pe Ltd N Gong Fu Dunk.
Well Douglas TSENG (the Straits Times reviewer who gave one star to Ah Long Pte Ltd), Thanks God I didn’t believe a word in your review. Had I been naïve, I would have missed this great production. Contrary to the boredom you experienced watching the movie, all my frens had a great time of entertainment watching the movie. Fortunately I am one of the many Singaporeans who don’t simply watch movies based on review, especially by those shallow tabloid writers.

Well it may not be a very great money but i think it definately worth more than one star, i believe everyone who watch it will agree with me. PPl go watch if u haven, Boon kor promise to treat u for the movie if u are able to control not to laugh at all in the movie.

2008-02-01T02:58:00.000-08:00

hey hibernation..

r u in the well?
glad that u r coming bck to singapore soon.
we can meet up for supper again den. hopefully i have my lic by then.

so how long have we knw each other.. 13 , 14 years?

grandma

2008-01-26T05:17:00.000-08:00

grandma is not feeling well recently, i'm so worried abt her. she slim down a lot. the toughest thing in life is to see ur loved one got age.
i really dunno how to face it if one day something happen to my grandparents. so hard to face. why must we face this in life.
if God could grand me one wish to come true, it would be my grandparent can live for eternity love.
i love u grandma and grandpa...

just a foolish thought, i envy those who grandparents left them when they are young. it;s easier to face those things when u r young. a cry and all ur emotion vented out, bt it's not so easy now...

i'm back

2008-01-25T19:00:00.001-08:00

i'm back after my china trip. but was so tiring and busy once i am back.
so many things happen. Freddie is kip nap in mymar. This is the first time i encounter kipnap case.

i was awake this morning at 3am, stress..

5th anniversary

2008-01-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

Thanks God we won the best film. I hope this will be a great encouragement to my cell grp as we had put in a lot of effort in it. but too bad there was no chance for me to say the talk you speech yesterday.

This is e first time i did a project with director Chang. Indeed it's a great experience. I think every actor did well. This is a very rush project but thanks God everything turn up fine. Director Chang and I just came out with the plot and we start filming. What scene to take and the scripting most of it we just think on the spot. When discussing the cast, i keep wanting james to take up the male lead role as well. 2 to 3 years back he act in " wo de yi ke xin jiao ke shui" leave me a deep impression. He is an actor that can bring out emotion. but this time round as thier is script involve, his focus in saying out the chinese script most probably hinder his ability.
if he will to improve in his scripting i believe he will be an excellent actor.

I'm hoping we can do another movie real soon and probably an album too..

5th Anniversary is coming

2008-01-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

oh... 5th anniversary is coming. i'm excited abt the our film. haha
tmr gonna record the theme song. so rush.. hopefully everythign run smoothly.

just bought some insurance policy from auntie gate ming. haha.. i think it's impt to me cos i got problem saving.. lol...

undiscovered truth

2008-01-13T21:40:00.000-08:00

This two days of flimming had been very hectic. really pack. Sorry got to turn off some of my appointments this few days. Sorry eve not able to meet you, and andrew suppose to jam this sunda. will make up for it.

Thou tiring but it's had been a fun time. i had a lot to say but i shall leave my speech to the 18th of jan. hopefully the film will take up good. Award is not impt to me but i do hope we can get the awards so that the team will get encouragement after all we had put in a lot of effort in it.

2008-01-11T07:28:00.000-08:00

had a great time of bonding with my cell members yesterday at yatch club, we were filming the flim for 5th anniversary. me and james keep having a lot of NGs, just cant stop laughing when i film with him, although nthg funny but it's just so funny when both of us hv to be serious.

we were filming till close to 1, praise God he send someone to send us down to the main road frm the yatch club. after that we went for supper at cheese prata.

reached hme @ 3am plus. but we had great fun and good bonding.( and everyone say "COMFIRM!") haha

tmr gonna continue filming and record the theme song.

2008-01-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

a lot of ppl are asking me to post up some pics. yeah took a lot of pics in genting.. but i'm so reluctant to do it. guys give me some time.

gg mission trip on march.. but it's only over the weekend. might be a good warm up for a longer mission trip coming ahead..

my heart quest is that when God's eyes search the world, He will find me as an extravagant worshipper.

2008-01-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad to blog.. ayden say i din blog abt him. k. today shall blog abt him.
yeah wanna thanks him for driving me ard today. i mean not only today but always. seriously. really appreciated you a lot la..

we meet delon for dinner but eve call say need help to send the maids home as her car not enuff seat. so we left not long after walking awhile. when reach office realise that there is only 4 maids . she bluff us back to eat dinner with her la..

planning to go china on 21st jan...

embrassing moment

2008-01-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

something embrassing happen today. we went vivo for dinner after youth celebration. after dinner we went to walk ard. den we went to this sum sung hp shop. diana alexis wanted to save her electricity bill actually plug out one of the cable of the display phone and charge her phone there. but unfortunately she kana caught by the person over there.. poor diana...

i'm bck

2008-01-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

i'm finally bck.. hv tons of miss calls and sms when i change bck my sg sim card. donte bother to return those calls since i hv already inform all my close ones that i gg oversea.. those miss calls shouldn't be impt.

genting was fun, better than i expected. lol.. theme park is fun. was forced to do all the rides. but the feeling is good. this is the first time i did those 360 rides, the most thrilling one got to be power shot. it bring u up to seven storey high, out of a sudden let u fall fast down to the first storey and shot u up again.. the most thrilling ride ever... thanks to e one who sabo me to sit with him.. i was praying to distract the fear so it's was not to bad for i know my God is with me.

January suppose to hv a taiwan trip with primary sch mates but donte think we're gg anymore . the organiser not planning anything till now. we always like to empty talk. lol.

but this year we got to hv another big gathering.

the legend

2007-12-29T09:40:00.001-08:00

watch the legend with james samantha shuana and dehao just now..
another depressing movie.
went lao pa sat to eat after that..

ayden is stuck in malaysia.. cant come out to singapore.. so poor thing.. tmr gg to meet him in jb den go genting from them. if not he got to go alone. so shall see the rest of u guys in genting..
it's a 3 days trip .. i think it's gonna be a bit boring for me..
i donte go casino, i donte gamble.. wad else can i do..??

2007-12-28T18:46:00.000-08:00

flying to genting tmr.. this is the first time not counting down new year in singapore. kinda weird. lol..
meeting james for lunch later but i'm already hungry now la..

as i will be in genting not sure weather i'm able to access online so i shall do my thanks giving report now.

really wanna thanks all my dearest cell members,

James - times flies, noe u like for 4 years? been thru thick and thin, up and down. thanks for ur support, u r a great fren and bro.

baby jas - thanks for ur upmost support in this cell grp. U help me the most. always full of ideas. rest assure i believe u will get the top student in this coming 5th anniversary. got confident in u.

daryl - we are already very close even b4 u come our cell grp.. lol. someone who always do lame things and disturb ppl, someone who noe how to enjoy life with me.

pastor Yang - u r a great pastor, thanks for taking care of us all the times... lol it's always fun t hv u ard..

lastly and most importantly

shuana - thanks for assisting me so much in this cell grp.

and all my dearest brothers and bestest fren, jeremy, guojing, diana alexis, ayden, lawrence, delon.. and two very amazing ppl i just noe frm new destiny FI andrew n aloy. u two r fun to hang out with. And andrew ur love for God inspire me alot.

sorry if i forgot to mention ur name but there is just two many ppl to thank.

last but not least , i wanna thank my abba father. i'm amazed at the work YOU done in my life. i wouldn't have done so much things without You.

I can’t imagine life without you.Cause its all for you, its all for you God.

2008, i wanna go for a mission trip

I’m living for the love that saved my soul
Surrendered to Your cause,
Lord, I will go
Send me…
Here I am
Send me…
I am Yours

youth service

2007-12-28T08:49:00.000-08:00

it was a fun youth service, was quite pleased with the attendance thou everyone was tired after the camp but many still make an effort to wake up on time..

really wanna thanks my two cell members to help me lead e games even thou i approached them last min, as i reckon shuana couldn't come.. guys thanks for ur availability

and i really wanna thanks God that i come to noe this two great frens from new destiny andrew and aloysious. andrew inspire me a lot and aloysious always share things so indept from the bottom of his heart. thanks God for this two amazing brothers.

blog again

2007-12-27T23:25:00.000-08:00

Decided to blog again, this shd be my third blog already. hopefully this one will not end up like my previous blog. lol

Youth camp is just over, i think the youths did really a good job esp samantha, u rocks..
Thanks God for this funfilled camp.

tonight gonna hv a combine youth service with new destiny church, kinda look forward to it. it's always exciting when a group of youth gather to do something for God.

this have been a tiring week, reaching hme at 12 plus due to youth camp.

going genting this sunday, maybe it will be a good break for me.